Im just an idiot inside..

some how i have sticker in the rear hood of my car.. which state that "warning idiot inside"

if im driving then it would think that this would be suitable with me.. an idiot..

or some one dangerous behind the wheels.. Why? there is a big chance that i will crash into you... why basically because i can't really drive a car... and secondly i don't have a drivers liscence to to prove that i can actaully drive...

that is one reason why i buy a car.. so i can drive a car.. i will only drive my own car.. with my own hard work..

if i used some one elses car or my parents car.. if i crash.. the blame will be on me..

but if i crash my own car then... i would just repair it if i have the money...

if not then i would ride around jogja with a dent here and a scratch there...

i am a person that is not afraid about my appearence... probally that is why i am an idiot..

and probally that is my character.. proablly that is my statement..

probally then next reason im an idoit is why buy a car.. which is too old..

prone to disaster and break down.. needs repair here and there...

may be the fuel is not efficient...

and waste your money... and any way at that time i did not have that much money...

im an idiot because im taking a chance and im taking a risk...

may be i did not calcualted the every single detail... about buying a car.. or choosing a vw...

but i just made up my mind.. said yes... and did everything that i can do..

everything was spontaniuos .. .. everything was fast... you can't just sit still and say that everything will be alright.. you need to do something about it...

i did something.. which i thought is right...

probally it is not the best decision but it is my decision... and i am responsible for my actions..

and if that is wrong that means i am really an idiot..

and if im right then im probably the smart person inside..